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Books for the life you're actually living.
These books were written from real life — for the places where faith meets survival, illness, caregiving, relationships, resilience, and the decision to keep going. Start with the four books available today, then discover what's coming next.
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Four books you can read today
Each one carries a piece of the journey that became the Still Here message.
The Autobiography
I'm Still Here
Surviving What Should've Killed Me
Nicole Washington's personal story of faith, survival, perseverance, and God's sustaining grace — the testimony at the heart of the ministry. If you're still here, God is not finished with your story.
$18.99
From the Dialysis Chair
Beyond the Chair
It Became My Pulpit
Read the PreviewThe story and teaching born from dialysis and chronic illness — and the discovery that the place which interrupted your life does not have to end your calling.
$16.99
A Widowed Marriage
Still His Wife
A Widowed Marriage
Read the PreviewA deeply personal exploration of marriage, caregiving, covenant, grief, and loving someone who is still here but profoundly changed.
$16.99
A Declaration of Resilience
Dear Life,
You Did Not Break Me
Read the PreviewA declaration of resilience for anyone who has survived enough to know that life can wound you without having the authority to define or destroy you.
$15.99
Coming Next
More from the Signature Collection
More books are on the way. Explore the next eight Signature Collection titles and tell us which ones you'd like to hear about when they're released.
I Think He's Cheating
What to Do When Your Gut Won't Let It Go
Your intuition is screaming something your heart doesn't want to hear. A discerning, faith-anchored guide for women navigating suspicion, uncovering truth, and making decisions when everything is on the line.
When I Love You Is a Lie
Stop Calling It Love
How do you know when 'I love you' is true — and when it is a lie? Through the life of Jesus, discover God's unchanging definition of authentic love.
This Isn't Depression
The Grief Nobody Taught You to Recognize
Sometimes what looks like depression is actually grief that never had a name. This book helps you recognize the difference and find a path toward healing.
The God They Never Showed You
What the Plantation Pulpit Preached, and What God Actually Said
Introducing the real God behind the religious clichés — a work rooted in the Black church tradition that reclaims the character of God.
When Fear Starts Talking
Fear Is a Liar. God Is Not.
Fear speaks loudly, persistently, convincingly — and it lies every time. A book about recognizing fear's voice and replacing it with God's truth.
Why Wasn't I Enough?
What Rejection Took, God Restores
The question that lingers after someone walks away, after you weren't chosen, after you gave everything and it still wasn't enough.
She Knows Now
And Everything Changed
There is a moment when a woman finally sees clearly — and from that moment, nothing is the same. A powerful book about awakening, reclaiming identity, and the freedom that comes when you finally know the truth.
Speak Life
Stop Agreeing With the Enemy
A major nonfiction Christian living title on how words shape direction, reinforce belief, and influence how we experience life. Speak faith instead of fear.
No release dates are assumed here — you'll be notified the moment each book becomes available.